you:

truly do not understand how much it kills me to say goodbye to you.  it'snotyourfaultit'snotyourfaultit'snotyourfuckingfault.  it's mine for becoming so goddamn attached to you and those blissful nights we spent under the stars praying to something or someone for 2 tickets out of this place.  anywhere, we screamed, anywhere.  you once said that you'd love me forever and i guess that was a lie.  the night we left each other's arms permanently was the day forever died.  since then i heard you moved on and i guess that's the best thing to do for you.  i wouldn't want to hold you back--or anything selfish like that.

but before i leave your mind for good--or vice versa--i want you to know that i do love you and i do believe you loved me too; but maybe you forgot.